It�s early November. I�m checking my mail when I decide to
stand in front of my apartment building for a little air: Astoria, Queens, New
York City, USA air.
I notice five seagulls flying overhead -- north to south --
well above the buildings, asphalt, and internal combustion engines. No more
than a few seconds later, another eight gulls pass so I decide to count. Why
not? In no time, I�m over 50.
To my right, in the beautifully symmetrical little tree that
graces my block, the sparrows are chirping up a storm. Proud parents zip in and
out of the branches -- still covered with green leaves -- to feed their young.
The result is a symphony of cheeps, peeps, and tweets.
I�m at 75 seagulls now. Not sure if this is atypical or
perhaps just a daily occurrence I�ve somehow never detected. As I near the
century mark in about a 10-minute span, the sparrows are louder than ever. Are
there more seagulls passing than sparrows in the beautifully symmetrical little
tree? I�ll never know but I�m digging the fine, feathered experience no matter
what. It�s what passes for nature in these parts. Outside of the rare raccoon
sighting, we�ve got cats and dogs and squirrels and we�ve got plenty of birds:
pigeons, crows, starlings, sparrows, and seagulls.
125-126-127 . . . but I can�t help but imagine what it might
have been like in pre-Industrial -- hell, pre-Colombian -- days. �I have never seen a river full of fish,�
Derrick Jensen writes in Endgame. �I
have never seen a sky darkened for days by a single flock of birds. (I have,
however, seen skies perpetually darkened by smog.)�
The sparrows quiet a bit . . . almost as if they can read my
overburdened mind. A sky darkened for days by a single flock of birds? Seems
like another planet to me.
I reach 168 seagulls before heading back inside. My
neighbor�s imprisoned parakeet squawks as I climb the stairs.
Mickey
Z. can be found on the Web at www.mickeyz.net.